I've never had that lots of fun as much as I had the opportunity to have sharing that moment with you!!
Thank you, girls.

What a WONDERFUL memory... Wanna look back in time and live it all once again <3

YOU ARE MY ALL, I love you incondicionally.

Abuchus!!!!

All I have to say is... I love you my bro  ♥ 

SUPREME

You know, you know, you know,

I'd never ask you to change...

If perfect's what you're searching, 

then just stay the same.

When you smile, my whole world stops and stares for a while, 'cuz boy you're amazing JUST THE WAY YOU ARE.

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change, 'cuz you're amazing JUST THE WAY YOU ARE.

Now tell me how you love it
You know you at the top when only heaven’s right above it

We're on...

Cold, never ever when you're close 

We will never let it fold 

A story that was never told

Something like a mystery 

And every step we took we've grown

Look how fast the time has flown

A journey to a place unknown

We're going down in history

And even when the wind is blowing, 

don't ever stop just keep it going, 

forever we will stay, like a pyramid.

Earthquackes can't shake us, 

ciclones can't break us, 

hurracaines can't take away our love.

I know, I know, I know, 

part of me says 'Let this go'

That life happens for a reason...

I've got the key to the door, but it just won't open.

Tell me just what you want me to be, 

one yes, and you're the only one for me.

I Love Mr. Pilot with all my heart, I love him like I never did before, he drives me crazy... Thanks Mr. Pilot♥

It's really hard to know you're not mine... Mary will keep on fighting 'cuz she knows true love's happening.

Lil' Miss Darkness

I'mma get her outta that place she is right now, 

I'mma kick her in her fuckin' ass right now, 

I'mma laugh in front of telling her she lost right now, 

I'mma sing for you to be jealous of me right now.

You, fuckin' bitch,

piece of nigga, 

who you kidin' now?

where do you wanna go?

Please put on da row...

I'm not here for commitments

either regrets,

you think you're someone special, 

nothing instead.

I might prefer listening to Cyrus while I'm standing in the bathroom, 

losing control is perfect, that shit is a fool...

I know your head starts to spin around like ciclones..

You're just jelous of me, you're not my RIVAL.

Baby, you're wrong and silly, 

I can't stand your comments, it's all pure pity. 

You think you're perfect while perfection doesn't exist, 

plus your curls are awful, who are u playin' with?

Ha, ha, ha, ha... you're really funny, huh?

It's not a comedy show, you makin' me laugh hard.

My life's your entertainment, 

I swear I am connected, 

while you check my profile... you unprotected.

I can make you run away, 

I can make you mad, 

Maybe I'm not evil, but not an angel... You're a crap.

Fuck ya' life, fuck all these niggas you around, 

All this shit you've made to me, you know that you made me cry?

I still can't believe how I'm still fighting for your man,

I know that he loves me, but still wants you... Damn!

Lizzie McGuire would look better in your shoes, 

You never Betty Boop, 

you just a piece of poop, 

Not kiddin'!

Little, little lady, whatcha doin' in my way?

You'll never be Miss Universe, 

Plus I keep itching u in my verse.

By now, I've been requesting someone to show me where, 

where I can find you, lazy, and dirty you're a mess!

I'm sick of all this time I've waited.

Please, leave me this free way, 

you were toll unespected.

I'm in love with Drizzy,

he really is a man, 

I know someday he'll fuck me, I'mma make him 'Say aah'

Oh, oh.. 

I was alucinating... 

those were all fuckin' drugs, 

You fuckin' bitch  pretending, 

you gonna take him back?

I'm sorry my big loser... I told you you were crap.

I mean I like that Spanish rice I used to eat at night...

but when I mean Spanish, never includes you, ma'am.

I love listening to Bruno Mars, 

I didn't mean I liked you, 'cuz you coming from Mars.

You may say I am fuckin' funny, 

but all your bullshit is crappy, 

I'm gonna get your guy...

Awww, tell me lil' girl.. u wanna fight?

I'd never waste my time on ya', 

but I will make you cry... 

Not here for taking earrings out, or flip flops flying...

I'm here to demostrate you, who will be crying...

Baby, I'm that grown babe he's looking for, 

I'm that young lady he's never known...

'Cuz he was with you, you're just a dog...

I won't say kick ya', please close the door. 

Nigga, don't keep on knockin'!

-M

JUAN MANUEL FERRARO 

te quiero muchísimo...

... sabelo =)

-M

Valorate what you have before you lose it.

What do I think about it?
I think that if I was in your shoes and if you really loved me you'll give whatever it takes to be with me...
And it semms that, you haven't done anything yet.
I really don't care about anything anymore, because I'm really sick and tired of this fucking stuff!!
And me, always as a stupid, I tell you the way I feel for you, and you try to react the most mature and comprehensive way as possible, but you don't do anything about it... Everything is words, and more words that I'm sick of reading...
I don't know what you're actually thinking... but if you tell me something special, she won't hear you somewhere... I don't know what are you scared of, but I couldn't pay attention to anyhting else but you...
Every time I talk to you I end up with questions I could ask and doubtful...
And, I'm always having that idea in my head of giving up on everything, let everything go, let you live happily with her without bothering you anymore, let you go your own way, and forget of that friendship we built up once... that friendship that was special for you, make you forget about you ever knew me and you felt of me as one in a million, that I made you feel different... because I don't have to exist for you anymore... You can't have me staying there holding on for you in case of...
It breaks my heart and soul, because I thought and believed that you were gonna react in a better way, that I was gonna be happy with the words you would say... but finally.. just nothing... It hurts me each time more, thinking about you and what would happen next...
I told you I didn't pretend something to happen right now, but you're all the time like undecided and looking for not getting hurt, and sincerely, I don't think about waiting for you to decide what to do for being afraid of losing me while my life passes as a flash in front of my eyes.
I'm sick of this! Get on my shoes for a while and try to feel the way I'm feeling right now... Is it that hard really? I'm a person and I have feelings... Don't play with me!!
I might go with someone who is able to give whatever it takes for me, someone to valorate the one I am and the words I say, someone to show me that he really loves me... Because everything you demostrate is nothing else but words... But I ask myself, what are you telling to her?
I don't really wanna imagine and think about it at all... Because I think I would die of the pain I would feel.
I'll always be that Belu I've always been and if, someday, you really care about having me with you, we'll see how much are you able to fight for what you want.

Take my hand

I know that you will be fine, no matter where we are, I'll always be by your side.

Maybe my prescence is important, but being there it's just something I can't handle right now on my own. I'm still a young woman, and even though I could go and ask my parents to let me join my mom on her trip to see you, there are some responsibilities I have to take the ride of... Maybe she's not gonna be here for a while, meanwhile she'll be looking after you. 

After all this long years I had the pleasure to have you as part of my family... One of the most important members of it... I have to recognize my grandfather is just an exceptional and unique man, and I can assure it... there's no one like him.. He's always been there for you... for almost 50 years, and he's been there to stand every single of your commitments and always handle them with a smile and with the head up high, and with an attitude of always being strong and willing to go on.

 Imma say, I'm really proud of the person you always were and still are, because you have that personality that makes you be yourself. You're also unique, that strong but weak way of being makes you being one in a million. I'm really sorry if I couldn't be there when you needed me... needed us. It's just... life...

And right now, you both are showing me what true love is about... Staying there for each other no matter how hard the situation is. That's part of wisdom. 

I almost shaded a tear when I knew that he was holding you tight and telling you not to worry, everything is going to be alright... you are gonna be fine... And that's how it will be! 

Right now, fortunately, we're not living an extreme 'life or death' situation... but everybody tries to go through this, everybody can... So we also can... You can! And like I always say, it's all about being strong, because this types of situation are those one where you find out the importance of life and having a family to be there with you by your side in your hardest moments. 

This is not the first time our family has to go through something like this, but it's always difficult... It's never easy.

Even a lot much more for my mom, your loved daughter. Her goodness is sparkling, you can see it in her eyes. And she's as sensitive as you... but also a strong woman. 

All I have to say for now was all this, and even though I know you're not gonna read this, because there are so many reasons why you won't get to read this, I wrote this because I felt it all in my heart and I found a place where I could talk about it.

I just wanna let you know that no matter where we can find each other... I'll always be there for you. I thank God, Life and Destiny for putting such an excellent person as you are, as my GRANDMOTHER. I must put it in capital letters, because there's no word to express all that means to me. Keep on being strong, holding on, going on and keeping your head up high as you always did, because you have a husband who'll be there with you 'til the end of times, and someone who I'm proud of... my GRANDFATHER. 

I love you both with all my heart... This love is SUPREME.

I look like 'YES' and you look like 'NO'.

All I wanna do is cry.

Two lives, two hearts joined together in friendship united forever in love.

Just one kiss on my lips.

Unique is the word I have to describe the one you are.

Another day without sleeping 'cuz reality is even better than my dreams.

Nothing's gonna ever tear us apart, because we've been made for each other.

You are always Rocking my world out.

You are a sweet Angel that lighten my dreams up.

You are the most Fabulous person I've ever met.

You are part of my Fantasies in my fairytale world.

You've always been the One in my heart.

There is no one who could ever be like you.

I wish I could kiss you tonight,

Hold you tight, 

Making you mine,

Share our love together, 

And become one heart for two.

I can't stop loving you...

Why should I?

!

He's like... The Perfect Boy for me... I feel he has been exactly made for me. He's not a surreal character, neither an actor... He's a real person! 

He drives me insane, I feel everyday I love him more and more, and I'm getting addicted to it... One thing I ask myself, what would it be like having him with me the whole time? 

The most marvellous, fantastical and fairytale story ever! I don't like to imagine that Barbie Girl stuff, 'cuz Ken is kinda gay... And he's a man. 

But he's nos agressive... He's so sweet and good person, he's responsible and loving, caring and a good son to his parents. I love knowing he's really loving and caring with the women he loves... I'll be part of that crew... maybe! hahaha.

I'm a dreamer, don't criticize me! 

Everybody will start talking about me saying, 'OMG, Maria is crazier than ever'. I don't need any type of rehab for being driven that way for you. Love is love... And I love feeling this way. Nothing will tear us apart....

Remember: He's not Ken. 

... Just kiddin'!

You know what?

Everyday I feel like I'm losing all my forces...

Do you know how it feels when you're waiting for someone special to reply a messeage? 

Well, if you live in another world, you don't care about love, or you're not an impacient person... Imma explain you in some few words... Feels like Years!!!

Even more, when there are more than 24 hs between the moment you sent the messeage and the exact moment when 24 hours passed and there's still no reply! I can tell you, that it literally drives a person insane or crazy, or whatever the word you wanna use for explaining the feeling of freaking out when you're impacient, 'cuz you're really caring about someone and something and you have no news about it.

And... It freaks you out even more when you know that your feelings are in that 'virtual messeage' thing! 

It also freaks myself out, knowing that... as he can take it all for good, he can also take it all for bad and kick me outta his life immedeatly... And of course, when you're waiting for something as important as that is, and you have still no reply... Your mind starts to imagine that kind of stuff that is not the best at all... hahaha... 

If they question themselves, why we are so complicated... I just ask myself the same thing about them, too... Why are you boys so hard to understand?

Hahah, and you can't imagine... He's maybe even more complicated than all of you together! He's like so confusing!

But, as a positive person... I'm always tryna' think that everything's gonna be alright and ok, and everything will happen just as I wanted and imagined it to be... and that makes me happy... 

Wish me luck!! That will make me strong again haha, it can sound kinda funny... But it's really painful!

Well, that's part of how we feel when we fall for one of you! hahaha :) 

GROWN WOMAN - Kelly Rowland.

Said I'm so grown it's silly
I'm so above fussin', callin' and cussin'
Playin' little games at 5:30 in the morn'
Said it's a shame and a pity,

How everybody throws up,
That they're a grown up,
They don't wanna call me breathin' on the phone.
And I dont understand how he was ever with you, 'cuz he with me now
I'm so grown and intelligent
It's clearly evident that you're a child,
And honey playtime is not right now

But, I'm not gonna get on your level,
Not gonna pull me off my cool.
Im such a grown ass woman,
I dont got the time to play high school.
You need to get on my level,
'cuz right now you just look like a fool.
I'm such a grown ass woman,
I dont got the time to play high school.
I'm so above all of this and you.

You see, that im so grown it's silly,
I'm so above fussin'
But if I wasn't,
I'd probably be halfway to your house.
But I'm such a damn lady,
I'm not gonna mess up my hair,
Tryin' to go there,
Break a damn nail or a heel tryin' to knock you out.
But you would have a problem, no doubt
No doubt.


But, I'm not gonna get on your level,
Not gonna pull me off my cool.
Im such a grown ass woman,
I dont got the time to play high school.
You need to get on my level,
'cuz right now you just look like a fool.
I'm such a grown ass woman,
I dont got the time to play high school.
I'm so above all of this and you.

I could go back and forth,
Yelling screaming with you,
But be the bigger person,
Is what I choose to do.
I'm his everything now,
All that he never knew,
He could have all he wants with you,
So get a clue,
So get a clue,
He's done with you.

But, I'm not gonna get on your level,
Not gonna pull me off my cool.
Im such a grown ass woman,
I dont got the time to play high school.
You need to get on my level,
'cuz right now you just look like a fool.
I'm such a grown ass woman,
I dont got the time to play high school.

I'm not gonna get on your level,
Not gonna pull me off my cool.
Im such a grown ass woman,
I dont got the time to play high school.

I'm so above all of this and you.
You, you.

B.A.C.K!

I'm sorry people! 

It's been like more than a week since the last time I wrote my last entry...

I've been busy, but fortunately, I'm back already. 

I'll try to write as ofently as possible, 'cuz I love to spend my time typing the way I feel, my stuff and everything I'm about right here... 

I missed my blog!!! I've been with my best friend Victoria for this past 2 weeks, so that's the reason why I have been doing no posts on my blog. We've been in Atlantic City, NJ... enjoying of a great sunny weekend of this powerful summer... And then, we've been in NYC! What a wonderful time there!! People is great, but it was always crowded, I almost felt I was about to faint away, hahahaha :P 

Well, and I said at first I'm back here! 

Hope you missed me, hahaha. I've been always thinkin' about new raps and new stuff to write, so here we are!! 

Thanks to everyone who has been visiting Dorightnkilleverything!

-M

'Cuz last night I dreamed about you... I was living in a fairytale, you were my prince, and I was your girl. I know someday it'll happen and it's not that far away... I know it's soon, so I'll keep on holding on to your feelings.