Thursday, July 29, 2010

TRAITOR

You felt you were so in love,
You started talking to her, 
Don't even know who that is, 
she's not your lover.
I realized that for you 
I was just only game  
All you wanted was fame
For going out with someone as cute as I am.
Nigga, you understand me man, I am PRICELESS
You had to win my heart, you're WORTHLESS
I don't even care who the hell you are,
This bitch is part of that circle of niggas you're around...
Shit! You think that's a lady?
We'll sorry, but she really does look like a man.
That's nasty,
She even acts like a kid, who are you likin?
Did you see that big L of Loser & Lame you're having
all over you forehead, who makes all people laughin'...
Hard of you, 
Did you know you're a pathetic, not even sympathetic.
You like acting like an angel, but you're harder than a devil.
I'm sorry if it hurts you, but sometimes the truth is hurtful.
I'm not here for commitments, but requests may make a movement...
Not in my mind, but maybe in your fuckin' brain that seems you don't have any left.
All your stupidity has made your poor mind drop off your head, 'cuz you're worthless.
Plus, you're a loser.
I'm not gonna wish you bad, but I can't wish you well...
You're just nothing...
What are you waiting to get outta your fuckin' shell and show all these niggas the fuckin' bitch you've always were?
What are you scared of? That's what reality is made of. 
Hello? Are you still there? 
It's time for you to grow up a lil, well, I think you got a lot of way left to be as successful as me. 
You're a liar, nigga. 
Keep on doin' you, and see where it takes you...
Bye, I can really predict you're not comin' back, man...
Sorry.... I'm done!


-M

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Life of two

I mean, I mean, I mean...

You with her? ha, ha...

That doesn't look like the perfect combination..

What means PERFECTION is You + me...

And even though perfection is not my fella

When I bond with you... that mix... seems to make that Perfect stuff knock on my door...

And knock her down...

She's like one of those things we call boundries... but she'll never be a boundrie in my way.

Not, nope...

Should I call her your foreign dog stalker?

'Cuz of course she looks like one.

But at the same time, I can't stand her.

She makes me feel bad.

She's the reason why I cry every night.

'Cuz I know you belong to her.

And I can't change that right now, 'cuz it's impossible...

I'm also far away from you, 

and I'm really missing you,

You know I wanted to... be forever with you, become both together one heart, 

last forever 'til the end of times.

But destiny decided it was not the right time for us...

And I keep on holding on, when will be that time,

when happiness fills me with that love I've never had

'Cuz I know our love is meant to be, 

and we will try to be the happiest once holding each other hands.

I will let time keep on going on, 

I know we'll be together, but when... That's something that I don't know.

I wish I had the answer, but only life knows, when the right time will be, 'cuz we belong..

to each other, we're not for any other, 

I'm just for you, and you're for me...

I'll let that love happen 'cuz then I will be free.

You're that man I've always wanted

I fell in love you, withouth looking for you.

But that day I met you, I knew there would be things we were gonna be through.

Although I didn't expected that to happen...

How did she came in our way? You let that happen?

Yeah, I know you did, but you were afraid of what could happen next,

you know it wasn't the best.

We could have been the happiest together...

And you told me that you don't feel greater

for being with her, and I know you meant those words you said

'cuz I know you more than anyone else

I can feel when you lie, or you feeling wrong, 

when you're dissapointed, when you feel alone.

And I respect you for everything you did,

I told you that I loved you, and you now I still.. do

Everything I've always felt for you has never went away, 

'cuz I'm always needing you're company,

your arms turnin' my body warmer,

your lips to give me all of those kisses that you didn't give.

My life was a disaster when she asked you if you would be her man, and you said that you'll do.

Whatever happens, I don't care anymore...

All I'm requesting is your love, for me and I will be

the one to make you feel happy everyday for waking up and knowing that there's someone loving you

and thinkin' bout you, worryin' 'bout how you feel, making you feel plentiful, givin' you that pleasure you need of feeling a man with a girl to be with. 

I'll never leave you alone, and I still don't know how could I stand all this time you were with her.

I also have no answer for that question that... makes me feel the worst when I think of that... 

How I can feel this pain and still be alive?

I've got a lot of love to give, you know I'll always try.

I learnt not to give up, and even more in love.

And when it comes to you, it's just a sacrifice.

You're all I've even wanted, there's no one in this world....

who can make me feel this way no, no....

I know that you love me, and why you didn't say no...

But all those words she tells you, it just drives me insane.

She's not the one for you, and she's till thinks she's your girl.

She's just a little Miss No One...

I'm what you always looked for, come on and close the door.

I'll make you feel the one, I'll make you feel the greatest,

I'll make you feel all that love that you've always requested... and you never had... 

She couldn't fill your expectations...

I know soon will be my time to share my love with you...

No more time to be alone, this is only just for both of us to enjoy

and write together our story of two...

I know you've always loved me, I know you fell from the start, 

I know that I drive you crazy, I know that you want me back.

You know that I'm fully yours, I know that you're fully mine.

But that bitch will never tear us apart...

Speech:

I'm not against her... I just don't like her... She's just a kid, I'm tiger godess, ha, ha, ha.

You'll never look back again, past will be the past... And the time we'll spent together, will be that one that will only last.

MISS ME

I miss that smile. I miss those lips. I miss those eyes. I miss that kiss. I miss that voice. I miss that face. I miss that heart. I miss that grace. I miss those times. I miss that chance. I miss that way he is. I miss those texts. I miss those messeages he used to send. I miss that day he took me from my waist. I miss that day, tuesday midday. I miss that time he holded me tight. I miss that way to say 'I love you'. I miss that day that my life changed.

Friday, July 23, 2010

Work it harder, make it better, do it faster, makes us stronger, more than ever, ever after, our work is never over.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Fearless

Keep on wasting your time...
Ha, ha, ha. 
Lil' miss is back.
Keep ignoring...
Keep believeing you're right, when you know you're completely wrong.
Imma make you realize that you're brain's working wrong.
I'm sorry if it hurts you, but's a non-painful work.
I'm doing it for free, it's just to let you know.
Please tell you're face you'll keep going, 'cuz I can easily see I won. 
You're pretty sure it's over, you just don't wanna let all those niggas know.
Part of your life it's just a lie...
So you like living of my stuff.
You're like a mascot, followin' me all the time.
The thing is you don't know when you stop,'cuz you suffer from deaf diseases. 
Well, it seems to me that you're completely blinded and astounded, 
'cuz I know those niggas got you surrounded, 
You're just a game and a lie, 
no one treats you right, 
while you keep on believeing your life is better than mine.
Ok, who are you planning to lie? You wanna start a fight?
I'm old enough to handle this, you're such a non-working mind.
I wanna tell you, lil... this is not TWITTER.
This is the real life... you have to LIVE it. 
You have to be yourself, and walk alone tonight, please don't keep on following me. It's like a sacrifice...
for you it's seems like you have no limits, 
my life's part of your entertainment, 
I'm not a Kardashian, u kiddin?
I'm just myself, my life is just my life, 
you love being around me while being part of my circle is not another prize.
You think that I care about your stuff, 
baby, whatcha thinkin' of?
I don't have that much free time, to jade my mind with all that junk.
Am I just that important? You wanna be in my life?
My purpose is not to let you down, I'm just tryna' kick ya'll out.
You're always doing stuff to feel the greatest, but you're as little as a bug...
I hate this situation, shit is all you got to give. 
And oh, damn! You mothafucka' got me crazy, you're driving me insane, but I can finally handle this, every moment ya'll tryna' keep your plan going, but I'm busy enough to think about ya, fighters.
Fuckin' losers, I'm not wasting my time, 
I had to dedicate u a lil' of my time, 'cuz I felt bad for rejectin' all of your stuff, I mean, all that shit and junk ya'll have.
Please, niggas, don't take it bad... if you feel identified, that's not my bussiness, right?
If I owe you something, I'm sure it's just a nightmare... Pinch me, pinch me... I'd never let that happen.
You live of my life... ha, ha, ha, ha.
I'm a new reason for ya'll to keep on tryin' to show the world you're completely nothing, and you def. keep on going, and driving yourself to the perfect EXIT.
Dude, Imma explain a lil' bit of what this is all about.
Forget about adventures, this not RE5.
I mean, are ya'll lookin' for killing me... I'm not a mitological godess, but i am immortal. Ya'll have 7 lives, you're ugly kitties. Ugh, KICK YA OUT!
Ha, ha, ha...
I'm an entertainer, Mrs. Lyrical...




-M


Written by Jaluff, M. 
'' I'm starting to fall for you, 
I don't want to, but it's stronger than me 
you're such an awesome boy,
you're caring, loving and sweet.
we haven't shared that much moments together, 
but I realized you're and incredible young man. 
you know what i think about you, 
but you don't know I'm falling for you.
I'm also trying to run away, 
because i don't wanna keep on falling.
but he's great ''
Angels truly exist, but sometimes they have no wings, so that's when we call them friends

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Mrs. Vicky is in the plane right now! GOSH! :)

WELCOME

I can be only fifteen, 
I can be just a kid, 
I'm so sorry, but I'm more than a teen. 
I'm sure you'll feel doubtful between a bitch and me.
Maybe I don't have a big ass, big boobs or big lips.
I can show you I'm really much more than that
Nigga, whatcha' thinkin'?
Imma show ya' fella 
That I have my hips, and I also have my height,
I have my curves, and also my eyes.
I'm more than just a boy dessert,
I got my attitude with me, my talent on me, and fuck ya'll who think I'm not old enough to do this.
But that's just all part of what I think, you won't stop me 'til I made it
Cuz I can get what I want, whenever I really wish it to be part of my reality and
not part of my dreams anymore.
Which bitch you know is tryna' get it all the way I'm doing?
Please, don't lie to me...
It's not about being polite.
It's all about being sincere, I mean, two fingers are enough to count how many do you know... The one you know it's me and the other fuckin' you behind.
This is about all fighting, and working your ass off, 'cuz someday I'll be payed off, with all I've done.
Even though it's not that much for now...
I'm growing up, you're envy.
I'm making money, and you're just losing.
You know I'm not a waste of time, but tell it to your face, 'cuz I know you're feeling this battle is over.
Plus, you can't compare anyone with me...
Ya'll know I'm unique, and that's all why I'm here.
All of you bitches gettin' bored and fuckin' in that fuckin' place,
I bet you're of those ones who're easy to replace.
I'm sorry... don't take it wrong.. I'm being serious.
You're just a snug.
Ya'll know you bother, you really wanna be in my place and get all what I've gotten.
She thinks she's Ms. Perfect.
Baby, just let her stop! She thinks she's cute and awesome, but she's not.
She's just a falsest liar I've known.
She's really envy of me 'cuz she's not where I am.
Baby, I'm sorry if I let you down, but all my comments are part of the one you are.
You're not even a billionth part of the one I am
Cuz I'm the greatest, I know you're running away.
I know you're purposes, you wanna be better.
That's not the way you do it, you're such a bitch loser.
I got those lots of money, you wish I lose 'em.
Babe, turn off the Play.... stop the music. 
Don't try with an Xbox and less with the Wii
I'm sure, please don't try it, that won't set you free.
Miss me, miss me, I'm singing victory..
In front of your face, you fuckin' insane.
You look like you don't care, but inside your dead.
You're envy, You know I have no replacement
So go on with your fuckin' men, 
and leave me with my prince, friend.
Stop, stop... 
You know you want it.
You'll never got it....
I'm getting all that I wanted, it's a sacrifice, but it's a growing success.
C'mon, you're not even like Casper. You don't even know whoyou are.. a PERSONALITY, what you'll never get.
HA!

-M

Written by Jaluff, M.

Monday, July 19, 2010


I don't care about what people could say, I'm myself and you won't change me. If you like the way I am, I thank you for respecting me and accepting me... but if you don't you can go away and never come back 'cause I won't need you in my life. Junk and more junk...
It's painful and hurtful not having someone by your side when you need them the most... When they don't think about you, when they think about the thing that benefits them more than the person who should be benefited the most.
I'm not like everybody else...  
I'm a foreign product, I'm...
Made In Argentina.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

It was all supposed to last, but... We knew it was gonna end physically, but we were gonna be still connected, no matter what. We were really happy together... That June 8th I'll never forget, was a date that will last forever in my heart and mind. They couldn't understand what we were feeling for each other. They said it was too soon for us to be together... But I proved myself I could fall for someone in just about 24 hours. And that's exactly what has happened to me...
Family... they were the first to put that ugly face when I told them about him. Specially, the person I trusted the most... My mother. She was like... Who the hell is him? I don't know him... How do you pretend to talk about someone when you don't know that someone? I mean, he was the person who changed me, who made me believe in love... 'cuz I have never been lucky when it came to love stuff, but he made me feel the one in his life. But... my mom who was the one to talk 'representing' my family, she made me and him wait more than a month to see each other... And he waited for me. She pretended to never see each other, just to be friends... But there was love in the middle! How do you pretend to make me stop loving someone? You can tell it to my mind, but my heart will never stop loving him, even you like it or not, you won't tell me who should I love. I loved him, I liked him, I wanted him, and I still do. 
If I could just fly to where he was... just 15 minutes from my house... I would have escaped from my house for 2 hours to see him, but I knew I was gonna be in trouble and I really didn't wanted that. Because, of course, it would have brought worse consequences...
And I say to myself, your parents may want the best for you, but they'll never know what's the best for you... They have to be there with you when you finally find someone or something that makes you incredibly happy. 
But a few days ago, he told me he didn't want that type of thing anymore, because we never see each other. I felt the worst, because each one of us has needs, and I was what he needed the most. I couldn't gave him what he need. I had and still have a lot of love to give, but... I wish I have the chance to get that back again, because I can't go on without him... I can't be myself and strong enough without him. 
I tried and tried to ask for a second chance, but no... All I want is, get him back, share moments together as it must be, love each other, and become two in one heart. My heart is begging for his arms to hold me tight, for his lips to kiss mine, for his eyes to look at mine forever. I'm broken in a thousand parts, because it was all because of them. I pleased them, but I'm not happy. I hope I still have a chance, and I won't care about what they say... my heart is my heart, my happiness is my happiness, I might not be 18 but it's my life and I decide when it comes to love. I'm sick of my ''sorry's''!! Why should I say a fucking 'sorry' for every single thing I do? My feelings are my feelings, and as I respect everyone's lives, everybody should respect mine, and that's the way it has to be. I never tell anything to anybody, but when it comes to me, everybody's in a queue to start telling me what to do. STOP IT! I'M FUCCEN TIRED OF THIS! Don't you get it? I'm really expressive and you can see it in my eyes, so please, stop!
I need to feel the spirit of freedom in me for just a little. Will a miracle save me? I don't know. 
My destiny is already written and I'd like to know what's waiting for me next. 




- M
To love and be loved is the greatest happiness of existence.
The greatest healing therapy is friendship and love.
Love does not begin the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war, love is growing up.
You know you're in love when you don't wanna fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.
Love is not just caring deeply, it's, above all, understanding...
It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when your heart still does.
Patience with others is Love, patience with self is Hope, patience with God is Faith.
Love is friendship set on fire.
A heart in love hears music even when there's silence.
Love grows by giving. The love we give away is the only love we keep. The only way to retain love is to give it away.
To fall in love is to create a religion that has a falible god.
The worst part of life is waiting. The best part of life is having someone worth waiting for.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Un-Thinkable

Moment of honesty
Someone's gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be?
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell you all that comes to me
If you have something to say
You should say it right now 
You ready?

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I think I deserve it
-I deserve it, I think it deserve it..Let it go
It's becoming something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it
-I can't take it.
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready
I know you once said to me
"This is exactly how it should feel when it's meant to be"
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually?
If we gon' do something 'bout it
We should do it right now
Why give up before we try
Feel the lows before the highs
Spread our wings before we fly away
I can't say I came prepared
I'm suspended in the air
Won't you come be in the sky with me