Learning To Fall

Today is the day

The worst day of my life

You're so content it hurts me

I don't know why

The cost of misery

Is at an all time high

I keep it hidden

Close to the surface in sight

I'm learning to fall

I can't hardly breathe

When I'm going down don't worry about me

Don't try this at home

You said you don't see

I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me

Could you be with him?

Or was it just a lie?

He doesn't catch you like I do

And you don't know why

You change your clothes and your hair

But I can't change your mind

Oh, I'm uninvited

So unrequited now

I'm learning to fall

I can't hardly breathe

When I'm going down don't worry about me

Don't try this at home

You said you don't see

I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me

Words screaming in my head

Why did you leave?

And I can't stop dreaming

Watching you and him

When it should have been

It should have been me

Today is the day

The worst day of my life

I'm learning to fall

I can't hardly breathe

When I'm going down don't worry about me

Don't try this at home

You said you don't see

I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me.